Not Quite

"Fabulous," she says.
We have no idea what we are doing.
These idiosyncratic ways I now get. I get it now.
Rituals, cameras, grandparents commenting on how many years it has been.

Cobwebs and spider webs construct the map of my mind
Reframe- Cognitive distortion- Patterns of old- Deconstruct
I am but the jigsaw pieces of fragmentations of thousands of conversations
Does the way I annunciate remind you of your brother, who you don't know I slept with?
Absorption and shedding
Framework on religion
Externalize my anxiety so I can speak to it
Unfinished sentences
Reading, conversing, deconstructing leaves me in a spiral
Ursula pointing her triton, attempting to murder me, Ariel
I squirm, but am not quite sharp enough
Not quite fast enough